2 months and 29 days to go....that is how much time is left for my single life. In exactly 3 months time, I can no longer tick 'single' in any of the forms that I fill out. Honestly, I am terrified. This marks one of the biggest changes in my life from being only responsible for myself to being the leader of a family. Of course my mind is filled with doubt and worry. Am i actually up to the task? So far I have just been a kid....whatever idiotic decisions(of which there have been many) I have decided to make have only directly impacted me. Lepas ni dah berubah dah my priorities and focus in life. I hope that I can still be the person that I am today. I pray that I will still be the devil-may-care person who laughs when he wants to but can at times be as silent as a rock. I hope that I will retain much of my inner child as much as I hope to be a more responsible adult. I hope to be able to play with my toys as enthusiastically as I educate my children. I pray that I will make my wife as happy as I am sure she makes me. I pray that I am loved by my family as much as I will love them.